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Out of the Darkness

by Nina Jo Smith

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    This is the CD! Thirteen songs and 4 poems. Produced by Ed Tree. Beautiful Trifold package includes booklet with lyrics.

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1.
Clarion Alley Words & Music by Nina Jo Smith (BMI) (c) 2023 Redwood River Music (BMI) Eyes of the dead stare out from brick walls Shoes hang from overhead wires Storm clouds hover over the bay and the street smells of spices and liars Street smells of spices and liars Nuns in the basement print Counterfeit bills cranking them out while we sleep Swap ‘em on Sunday for collection plate dollars Tithes and offerings, your tithes and offerings Cars went the way of the dodo Bicycles quiet the town Voices from Clarion Alley slide past and float around slide past and float around I pedal past salsa alow down for jazz a DJ drowns out my friend Police hole up in their station The best taqueria is just up ahead Best taqueria’s ahead Cars went the way of the dodo Bicycles quiet the town Voices from Clarion Alley slide past and float around Slide past and float around Capp Street to Clarion Alley Valencia all the way Auto parts store closed a long time ago Lucca shut down in the plague Lucca shut down in the plague Cars went the way of the dodo Bicycles quiet the town Voices from Clarion Alley slide past and float around Cars went the way of the dodo Bicycles quiet the town Voices from Clarion Alley slide past and float around Ed Tree bass, acoustic lead guitar, tremolo electric guitar, harmonium Nina Jo Smith acoustic guitar Matt Lomeo harmonica Teresa James harmony vocal Steve Kobashigawa harmony vocal
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L.A. Man 05:11 video
L.A. Man Words and Music by Nina Jo Smith (BMI) © 2015 Redwood River Music (BMI) Janis Joplin, Hollywood Bowl, Did it really happen Did I really go? Driving the canyon, Beverly Glen Blue skies and oak trees Remembering Essays and poetry, Records and no tv, Firesign Theater on the radio. L.A. Boy, L.A. Man, Walk in the sunshine, Sing with the band. PCH to Monterrey Roadtrip to San Francisco Bay Swear on my life, I love L.A. And I remember when. L.A. Free Press Century City Police Attack Protesters Vietnam War Earthquake and mudslide, Twelve-string and Tim Buckley, Soldiers and train rides Do you remember when? It was a bad, bad time, We had a good time too, Age of Aquarius, Me and you. L.A. Boy, L.A. Man, Walk in the sunshine, Sing with the band. PCH to Monterrey Roadtrip to San Francisco Bay Swear on my life, I love L.A. And I remember when. Riding the bikeway, Wind in my hair, Talking to someone Who’s no longer there. L.A. Boy, L.A. Man, Walk in the sunshine, Sing with the band. PCH to Monterrey Roadtrip to San Francisco Bay Swear on my life, I love L.A. Swear on my life, I love L.A. Swear on my life, I love L.A. And I remember when. L.A. Boy, L.A. Man, L.A. Boy, L.A. Man. Ed Tree bass, electric guitar, electric 12-string guitar, keyboards Scott Babcock drums, percussion Nina Jo Smith acoustic guitar, lead vocal BettySoo harmony vocals
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John Prine Last Night Words & Music by Nina Jo Smith (BMI) © 2023 Redwood River Music (BMI) Dreamed I saw John Prine last night Playing a show He sang a song, looked around And stood up to go The steel guitar player Let loose a stream of notes Next thing I knew John Prine slipped out the door Song with a feeling Song with a view One to hold on to because it rings true It’s been one long year since Big Crow took him away Suspended animation We can’t go out and play But for a one song set In a dingy hotel bar John Prine stepped into the light And left the door ajar Song with a feeling Song with a view One to hold on to Because it rings true For a few sweet minutes Like he forgot he was dead He blessed us with a brand new song Stuck in his head I dreamed I saw John Prine last night Listened to him sing Grabbed my pen, wrote these words He didn’t come all this way For nothing Song with a feeling Song with a view One to hold on to Because it rings true I dreamed I saw John Prine last night Listened to him sing Grabbed my pen, wrote these words He didn’t come all this way For nothing
4.
Mother is 00:59
Mother is Nina Jo Smith © 2023 Redwood River Music Mother is a book a marriage a miscarriage another marriage a driver of cars the Hudson the Mercury the blue Thunderbird Mother ran away and Charles would find her when I was five six or was it seven while that white satin angel sat atop and colored lights came on the tree and everyone gathered around except Mom gone dancing Mother took her secrets packed tightly hidden like jewels sewn into her hem when she left for good Mother was a book of mysteries no one could solve
5.
Visiting Day 04:42
Visiting Day Words & Music by Nina Jo Smith (BMI) © 2023 Redwood River Music (BMI) Running my comb from the Fuller Brush Man slowly through my hair Fix my eyeliner in the middle of the mirror the only part that’s clear A girl steps out from the stall behind I touch up my lipstick She catches my eye Waiting for our trains to be called on the South Pacific Line I left the baby with my mom and put my best dress on Gonna get on that train and ride away will he think I look pretty on visiting day? Me and the baby in Mom’s garage out back with a hot plate and a sink Movie stars in shiny magazines wear their diamonds and mink Union Station 1969 Boys coming home from the war Us girls in this restroom away from their eyes Waiting for our trains to be called On the South Pacific Line I left the baby with my mom and put my best dress on Gonna get on that train and ride away Will he think I look pretty on visiting day? I just want to see in his eyes I’m pretty as the first day we met When he came into my drugstore for supplies then he took me out back for a quickie and a menthol cigarette Union Station, 1969 We’re no relation, we’re just passing time We came in as strangers We left the same way She said I look pretty on visiting day. I sure hope I look pretty on visiting day.
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The Collector Words & Music by Nina Jo Smith (BMI) © 2023 Redwood River Music (BMI) He’s a collector Of pretty things and jewels like you He’s gonna get ya If Dad is gone and Mom don’t come through Knows he can find you Anywhere you go for fun And then he’ll make you Into just another one Ooh, Child, Things are gonna get harder You’re just A thing to buy, sell or barter He’ll buy rings for you To put on your finger He’ll tell you He can make you a famous singer Everyone sees But turns their eyes to the ground We hear you crying But we won’t listen to the sound Ooh, Child, Don’t know how you’ll get away I hope that No one has to die today Is it you? You’re just a cost of doing business Is it him? You’d best not leave a witness Ooh, Child, Beware of The Collector Who is gonna protect ya From The Collector From the Collector Ooh, Child; ooh, child Ooh, child.
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Ghost in a Hurricane Nina Jo Smith © 2023 Redwood River Music You get cash for clothes sell blood for beer It’s the end of the month at the end of the year At the end of the year in freezing rain Under the eves your cupped hand again Evaporate, forget the pain Sleep in the shadows, walk in the rain Evaporate, forget the pain, You’re a ghost in a hurricane Your cupped hand again The street is dark Rags with a bottle pushing a cart Pushing a cart stoked with rage Yelling the same thing over again Yelling the same thing over again Light shifts under clouds Light, then dark, you go quiet, then loud Quiet, then loud Bursting at the seams Evaporate, forget the pain Ghost in a hurricane Evaporate, release the pain Ghost in a hurricane
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Highway 33 05:59
Highway 33 Words & Music by Nina Jo Smith (BMI) © 2023 Redwood River Music (BMI) I’m just a woman in a room Trying to make my way Out here on the road I’m free On Highway 33 Our Lady of the Parking Lot Please keep me safe tonight I know I’m doing wrong But I’ll be no man’s wife Yes there’s somewhere I would rather be Most anywhere you can name On Highway 33 Ventura to Maricopa Firebaugh to Mendota Hayfields, hayseeds, hey babe, Want to pass the time with me? I’m in no hurry, I’m not worried I don’t want to settle down Just find me a turnout Somewhere down the road Make me some money They call me Honey out here On Highway 33 Their hands, their hips, Their backs, their lips Make the most of me Out here on the road On Highway 33 The first time was an accident Or seemed that way to me Hey, mister, can you give me a ride? He did, but not for free. Sweet sixteen It happened somewhere Right around here On Highway 33. Taft to McKittrick Coalinga to Gustine No one can find you Even the road goes there to hide. Our Lady of the Parking Lot Please keep me safe tonight I know I’m doing wrong But I’ll be no man’s wife. I’m just a woman in a room Trying to make my way Out here on the road I’m free On Highway 33 Highway 33 Highway 33
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Take Me Back to Tennessee Words & Music by Nina Jo Smith (BMI © 2023 Redwood River Music (BMI) I was born in Coffee County Got conscripted to the war Me and the boys marched up to Franklin I don’t see those boys no more I don’t see those boys no more When they marched us up to Franklin Schofield’s boys was dug well-in In their hands a Henry rifle Met us in the slaughter pen They met us in the slaughter pen Don’t bury me on Johnson’s Island It’s so cold and lonely here My bones can’t rest by old Lake Erie Take me back to Tennessee Take me back to Tennessee On the last day of November In the year of ‘64 We fought late into the evening Hand to hand while bullets roared Hand to hand while bullets roared Took a bullet before sunrise They marched us wounded to the train Rode a boxcar to Ohio Locked us up in their stockade They locked us up in their stockade Don’t bury me on Johnson’s Island My dear Mary is not here My bones can’t rest by old Lake Erie Take me back to Tennessee Take me back to Tennessee Just so you know, my name is William Didn’t do nothing I could win a medal for I was just one of so many thousands Lost a battle in a war I Lost a battle in a war Don’t bury me on Johnson’s Island My little Laura is not here My bones can’t rest by old Lake Erie Take me back to Tennessee Take me back, Take me back, Take me back to Tennessee Take me back, Take me back, Take me back to Tennessee l
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La Terre 04:41
La Terre Words & Music by Nina Jo Smith (BMI) © 2023 Redwood River Music (BMI) He left home A hundred years ago Hungry for the world Lists of words in notebooks He wanted to fill Words march across his pages in columns Like young men off to war Poems memorized entirely Only he knows what for Earth, die Erde, la terre Sky, der Himmel, le ciel Earth, die Erde, la terre Sky, der Himmel, le ciel It’s 1918 He’s hungry for the world Does he write for peace or wisdom A young man or a girl? It’s 1938 He sails from New York to Belgrade Poems memorized entirely For five days on the waves Sea, die See, la mer Earth, die Erde, la terre Sea, die See, la mer Earth, die Erde, la terre -ism, -asm, -osm,–ical Ein Gedichte von Heine Copied in pencil I’m hungry for words And to know his mind Do they mean anything? Will they make me more kind? It’s 2018 can I learn anything From him writing of the age Or are these just Impressions on a page? Earth, die Erde, la terre Sky, der Himmel, le ciel Sea, die See, la mer Earth, die Erde, la terre La terre, la terre, la terre.
11.
Justice Sestina Nina Jo Smith © 2023 Redwood River Music In a land that has no king, who would be our Solomon? Where is the balance; who will lead with love? Who will buckle down, settle into harness, Pull our unmasked violence toward justice; Like a child’s red wagon on a rocky trail, Swaying like a drunkard, teetering toward jazz. Not soaring, not melodic, just jagged jazz, Not leaning, not falling, strong like Solomon, Not knowing if we’ve lost the traces, the true trail, Not humbling ourselves before his deep love, Not craving, nor curing, carving out justice, Who amongst us will pull the plow in harness? Dam the rivers, there’s energy to harness, Close the clubs now, we have no room for jazz; Who kneels on a black man’s neck, killing justice? Where are our prophets; what say you, Solomon? Why fear, revile, annihilate, why not love? Why obliterate the fading Freedom Trail? White woman rambles along a leafy trail, She will not put her dog into its harness. She thinks that’s for the black man who is loved By his sister, birder friends and all that jazz, His equanimity rivals Solomon; His life depends on it; where is his justice? She’s fired from her job, a taste of justice. Banned from Central Park, she cannot walk this trail. To tweet or not to tweet? Go ask Solomon. Choking her dog, she lost it. Why not harness? She could have said hello, could have flowed like jazz And walked the Ramble among birders and love. She could learn to replace her fear with true love, We could turn away from murder, toward justice, Listen to Miles and Bird and savor all jazz. He could amble unmolested on a trail. Will whites respect a Black man free from harness? Reconstruction. Reparations. Solomon. Something like jazz arises, the will to love. Song of Solomon, balance scales of Justice; Greet a black man on a trail, never harness. For Christian Cooper
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The Grandmother Words & Music by Nina Jo Smith (BMI) (c) 2018 Redwood River Music (BMI) She pulled the curtain to one side Heard the shout, the shots, the cry The smell of fear cut through her yard The sound of footsteps falling hard. She reached for him, her outstretched hand Could not touch the small young man The shout, the shots, the keening cry The grandmother at her window, standing by. His life was short, his future wide, Two small children by his side Carousels and backyard swings. Grandma's voice like angel wings. Darkness flows through backyard gates Grandmas peer through windows and wait Cars patrol in black and white Lights and sirens pierce the night. Chopper blades hack through the air In black and white he's lying there, Barely time to be afraid No men in blue come to his aid. Grandma's voice like angel wings Says his name, remembering How she taught hymns like grandmas will Now his pulse, his breath, his voice are still. Ooh… I read the words, I felt the sounds, His body lying on the ground She says his name, you know it still; Says it again, you always will. I thought by now we would have changed, Our history could be rearranged. Kill, don't capture, makes no sense A young black man coming home through his back fence. But white men are still primed to kill Black men who move or who stand still. The shout, the shots, the keening cry, The grandmother at her window, standing by She pulls the curtain to one side, Hears the shout, the shots, the cry. Coming home is not a crime. Coming home is not a crime. Ooh… She pulled the curtain to one side Heard the shout, the shots, the cry The smell of fear cut through her yard The sound of footsteps falling hard.
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There Used to Be Springtime Words & Music by Nina Jo Smith (BMI) © 2023 Redwood River Music (BMI) There used to be cities They said there were cities I heard there were cities that blocked out the starry sky There used to be cars They said there were cars I heard there were cars to take us from place to place There used to be springtime There used to be fall Now it’s just summer or nothing at all So we take a walk to town Streets are cracked, steeple fell down Storefront preacher stands alone Altar pushed back, vestments torn Angel of History drags him back Marching on to tomorrow face to the past Woa, woa, woa You used to believe what you saw with your eyes ‘til you met the devil a fox in disguise There used to be springtime There used to be fall Now it’s just winter or nothing at all Look to the relentless sky Ask your God, but he won’t say why Can’t go back No, you can’t go back dragged into the future face to the past Woa, woa, woa There used to be water They said there was water I heard there was water to wash in, to drink, to cry
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Mining for Gold Words & Music by Nina Jo Smith (BMI) © 2023 Redwood River Music (BMI) A rabbit warren of abandoned veins Running below ground Broken glass, busted claim Pulleys, bullet holes and chains Graveyard drifting down a slope Sun-bleached plastic flowers blow Faces etched into the stone Rattlesnakes making love on a dirt road Everybody’s mining for gold Everybody wants to feel the fever Everybody wants a hand to hold But not everyone can deliver Hubcaps nailed to the outside wall Roses struggle, Palo Verde grows tall Jackrabbits scatter in the dusty sand Young coyote roams the land. Rusted bolts, busted fenders Propane tanks, glass pipe embers Hole in the ceiling, rot on the floor Insulation peeking out by the screen door Everybody’s mining for gold Everybody wants to feel the fever Everybody wants a hand to hold But not everyone can deliver The hand that reaches for mine reminds me That the man behind that hand is not The man who was so kind I won’t Reach back to the hand of a man Who’s not as kind as he was I did not drive three hundred miles To be part of this inventory And for time to make windchimes of my bones So I will walk away And I will write my own damn story ‘bout how everybody’s mining for gold Everybody’s mining for gold, Everybody’s mining for gold.
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Friday Night Lovers Words & Music by Nina Jo Smith (BMI) © 2023 Redwood River Music (BMI) Friday night lovers Raindrops on flowers After the showers Glow like diamonds You loved me like lightning Already gone On to the next thing Just anyone Call me when you Climb the mountain To see what you can see Call me when you Climb the mountain If what you see is me I went to the valley To play my guitar sSang to the sun ‘til I could see the stars Call me when you Climb the mountain To see what you can see Call me when you Climb the mountain If what you see is me Friday night lovers Friday night
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Chisai Hana (Little Flowers) Nina Jo Smith © 2023 Redwood River Music Maybe it’s spring now on top of Hakusan June is spring and summer’s running up A lot of little flowers want to bloom. Sakura - cherry blossoms - eager Trees emerge from the mist Yoshihiko paints a picture and a lot of little flowers want to bloom. Rivers and seas bind and tie together all the sounds of the world Sacred mountain - hears Golden eagle - cries and a lot of little flowers want to bloom. I’ll meet you at the hotspring after we climb. Wisps of cloud touch the sky Everything is singing and a lot of little flowers want to bloom. Sadness in the land for those who won’t return The sound of crying reaches Hakusan - the white mountain - and in spite of everything a lot of little flowers want to bloom. For Yoshihiko Nakanishi With thanks to Fumi Sasa
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Out of the Darkness Words & Music by Tom Prasada-Rao (BMI) © 2011 Simple Gift Music (BMI) One of these mornings, Lord I swear I’ll wake up I’m already there Out of the darkness, into the light How I feel when all is wrong Even though I don’t belong Out of the darkness, into the light Out, out of the darkness, Comin’ out, out of the darkness Oh Wasn’t really born to run That’s just where I’m comin’ from Out of the darkness, into the light So when I lay me down to sleep I pray the lord my soul to keep Out of the darkness, into the light Out, out of the darkness, Comin’ out, out of the darkness I wanna live like there’s nothing to forgive No one to betray Nothing left to pay Oh One of these mornings, Lord I swear I’ll wake up I’m already there Out of the darkness, into the light Out of the darkness into the light Oooh, ooh Ooh, oh

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This is my second studio album. It represents ten years of living and creating through some pretty dark times.
It's both an unflinching look into some dark corners of life in our country and a celebration of moving toward the light.

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released April 19, 2024

PLAYERS & SINGERS (Alphabetical order)

Marty Axelrod piano, Visiting Day

Scott Babcock Drums The Collector; Drums and percussion, Highway 33, John Prine Last Night, LA Man, La Terre, Mining for Gold, Take Me Back to Tennessee

Carl Byron accordion, La Terre; Hammond B3 and Wurlitzer, The Collector and Mining for Gold

Debra Dobkin percussion, The Collector, Friday Night Lovers, Out of the Darkness

Bill Knopf banjo, Take Me Back to Tennessee

Matt Lomeo harmonica, Clarion Alley, Out of the Darkness, Take Me Back To Tennessee

JayDee Maness pedal steel, John Prine Last Night

Aubrey Richmond fiddle, Take Me Back to Tennessee and There Used to Be Springtime

Jason Roller violin, The Grandmother

Nina Jo Smith acoustic steel string guitar on all but Out of the Darkness; nylon string guitar, The Grandmother; high strung guitar, Friday Night Lovers and La Terre; 12-string guitar, Mining for Gold; tenor ukulele, Friday Night Lovers and Out of the Darkness

Ed Tree electric bass and lead guitars on all; tremolo baritone guitar, Highway 33; harmonium, Clarion Alley and There Used to Be Springtime; electric 12-string guitar, LA Man; acoustic nylon string guitar, La Terre; slide guitar, tremolo baritone guitar, Mining for Gold; electric sitar, guitar, harmonium, melotron, Out of the Darkness; electric sitar, Friday Night Lovers;

Heidi Trefethen French Horn, The Grandmother

Martin Young keyboard bowed bass and synth, The Grandmother

SINGERS (alphabetical order)

BettySoo background vocals, LA Man, Out of the Darkness, Visiting Day

Sally Dworsky background vocals, La Terre

Teresa James background vocals, Clarion Alley, The Collector, Highway 33, Mining for Gold

Steve Kobashigawa background Vocals, Clarion Alley, Friday Night Lovers, John Prine Last Night, La Terre, Out of the Darkness, Take Me Back to Tennessee, There Used to Be Springtime

Nina Jo Smith, lead vocals, all
  
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Nina Jo Smith

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Ed Tree recorded and mixed at The Treehouse Studio, San Gabriel, CA 2021-2023

MASTERING
Mark Dann, New York, NY

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Nina Jo Smith plays acoustic guitar and ukulele. She stole her mother’s guitar at age10 and never looked back. Walks, bicycle rides, eavesdropping and close observation populate her songs with real and imagined characters from places she knows and loves. ... more

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